I’m sorry. I’m just having a lot of feels from the London premiere yesterday.
So everything was going nice and dandy and I was psyched to draw some smutty Hiddlesworth but BAM! I read this (x) post in the tag and just FUCKING LOST IT.
Even if you’re not aboard the HMS Hiddlesworth (you’re not? How is that possible?), think of it like this: you, getting a big dose of reality check as you realize your buddy’s gonna have a family and a change of priorities, and sure you’re happy for your buddy but what about you and them? You start thinking, “What will happen to ‘us’?” And you’re happy and bittersweet at the same time and then your buddy appears with their partner in events that you would usually attend together and you see the two of them being perfect and your heart just shatters into a million pieces and you’d kill yourself not to feel this way, because,
well because they’re your buddy. And you want them to be happy, right? And they are, and you’re not; but you hope you will be, in time.
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